by C
Porn has taught me that men can’t be trusted, if they show an interest in me, it’s merely sexual and nothing else. It has taught me that men use manipulation and tricks to get what they want. Porn has taught me that men are not human beings capable of emotion and empathy but just a dick and balls. They enjoy and get off on any pain I feel or that they are inflicting. Porn has shown me that men don’t have any humanity but just a constant sex drive. It has taught me that if men are not aggressive and strong then they are just pussies and not worth any of my time. That men are replaceable because they are all the same. That muscles and a big dick are the two most attractive attributes and that the men I meet will rarely measures up to these standards. It has taught me that men are biologically pedophiles and rapists. That the older men are always disgusting and perverted and the uglier the man is the more willing he is to hurt and humiliate me. Men are always horny and have no capabilities for thought beyond sex.
Porn has taught me that sex and my body are things I should use to manipulate men. It has taught me that if I allow myself to be abused I will eventually like it. That this abuse gets men off and should therefore get me off. I have learned that the older I get the more worthless I am. That the dirtier the sex the more I will like it. That I should accept getting spit on, slapped, choked, peed, and punched and that I should like it. I should enjoy the fact that men think of me as a toilet. Porn has taught me that sex is a performance and that I am abnormal if I don’t enjoy anal or blowjobs. That sex is not something intimate but public, that violence and sex are one in the same. I have learned that men and women are inherently different in every way and that this can’t be changed.
Porn has taught me a lot of things, I learned and internalized all this before the age of 16. Young boys and men aren’t the only ones getting lessons from porn, young girls are too as well as the rest of the population. Porn is now completely mainstream, people need to realize how this is changing our perceptions of the opposite sex and completely de-sexualising sex.
